Jar Of Hearts - Christina Perri

i DO think this song give haunted feeling!~ :) u can hear it here as my background music :)

im lovin' it....

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Bad Dreams!~

We all have our own bad dreams...bad thoughts...bad memory..bad n bad n bad..somehow, how do we manage to get rid over the bad dreams to not haunted our life in current,future and forever..oh yea..could anybody tell me please.. i had this bad, hurt and painful memory and thought. it's haunted me and make me scared to move on and make me feel to step back. however, i cant get rid of it...i do n will sometime think over it. urghh...

Last night i have this bad dreams again....i wake up and think of it, some people said that, we will dream about a things that been playing and haunting our mind. yeah, it is totally, absolutely, positively true..happen to me quite number of time, but everytime it will be a bad dream...uhu..y cant we dream over a happy thoughts but keep dreaming of bad and haunted thoughts..oohhmmmGg!~ i totallly..absolutely hate dis!~

to whom it may concern..yeah, it is true we live to live forward not backward, but sometimes we still need to look backward to make it as our guidance and compass so it is in correct line and bearing, so we do not fall again..so we n so on n so on...( ok i dunno wut to elaborate wut i feel here) >.<"

continue in another entry...

You Lost Me

You Lost Me - Christina Aguilera

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

pergh...i luv dis song!~ dem much..first of foremost because of her vocal!~ superb!~ :) uhu..and i really2 into the lyric..yeah yeah...

I am Done - i do think that I tried to said dat word

You Lost me - Couldnt keep wonder wut would you do if you lost me?

She Has won - >.<" hel yeah i do think like dat once !~

And we had magic - uhuhuhu... :) dat d one which keep us in save zone~
And this is tragic - always2~

And you'll regret it, but it's too late - yeah....
How can I ever trust you again? - wen i think about it...

I feel like our world's been infected - abs!~
And somehow you left me neglected - certainly...

enjoy it here Christina Aguilera - You Lost Me (Official)- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOKI_tIBWVI

Manage the Unmanage

pergh..today is the 2nd weeks i have been working as GIS person..unlike my work b4 which deals with legal document,kata pon work at legal firm kan~ hue ~.~

it is kinda tired though~ uwargh cuz u need to face the ArcGis for 9 hours..!!!! (during study time b4, bleh nk skip2 wat keje n rehat2 kan) hu hu hu hu....

it feel like all the attributes and the data had absorb in my brain~ ha ha ha..but the worse part is backpain!~ Just like years b4 during doin Cartography coursework..uhuhuhu....

Another worse part is to manage the unmanaged data that had been done by the RA~ huhu...RO duk betolkan kerja RA who did not have basic in GIS~~the data is so mess up!~~ migrain rearrange balik..urghh..

plus da la facebook kena block kat sane..blog pon same...pergh...lagi lah menambahkan buhsan...kalo x leh gak hilangkan lenguh urat mata ney ngadap arcGis je kan~~

Ok..im kinda jealous with our future new RA that will go to fieldwork to record the coordinate and snap the picture...yy?? perghh....because they will be equipp with the nikon d3100 cam just for taking the picture the front signboard of the clinic and the clinic itself~ hueh...rambang mata tengok 10 ketul d3100 depan mata that will distribute to them...

hu wa wa wa

nk seketul d3100 tuh...

nk g fieldwork laa...

>.<"

I DO -Colbie Cailat

Colbie Caillat - I Do

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can't live without it, I can't let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

watch here - official video I Do - Colbie Cailat http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0oyglKjbFQ

I lurve you~ :D

Everytime when it all went wrong i lurve to hear this song....

haha..funny!~ bwekk...i am who i am...ngee...tapi tak la bile all went wrong je lyn lagu ney~

ergh..mmg luv dis song larh >.<" especialy the band...hua hua hua :D

Danny O'Donoghue Mesia..nk request nyanyi lagu ney for akk ler can??!~

Before The Worst - The Script

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day that you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain

So explain to me, How it came to this
Let's take it back to the night that we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
With vodkas and coke, I was (...)

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong

There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

Are you hearing me? Cz I don't wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafter street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong

-i am-

i am a daughter; a sister; a grand-daughter; a niece; a cousin; a friend; i am a partner; a student; a young girl, and a grown woman; i am confident and scared; terrified and excited; i am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful; i am sick and tired; i am shy and friendly and careful and careless; i am broken and whole; i am misunderstood; misguided; and mislead; i am hard working and determined; but a little scared on the inside; i wish on stars and dream my dreams; i pray to god and cry my tears; i smile on the outside; while i am dying on the inside; i listen to other who wont listen to me; i walk on eggshells; and i walk on fire; i believe in passion; but not true love; i love you and i push you away; i want you but not so close; i ameverything and nothing all at once; and all i want is for you to love me